‘I don’t want to lose you.’ His voice almost a whisper. Seeing his haggard expression, she took his hand and squeezed it, then reluctantly let it go. She could feel the tears again, and she fought them back. ‘But you don’t want to keep me, either, do you?’ To that, he had no response.

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ehh. understandable but i beg to differ. I agree and disagree at the same time. Yes, you are being mature about it if you DON’T start anything BUT if you don’t like them why are you being nice to them and pretending that you do… that’s fake? when i don’t like someone i just block them off. what’s the point of being nice to them or pretending to like them when I have all the people I need in my life, i don’t need to be fake to make friends.

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wow. who the fuck does that? PEOPLE ARE SO IMMATURE. grow up lovebug. thanks=]

December is here and you know what that means!! MY birthday! CHRISTMAS! and of course a NEW YEAR. so that also means I’m going to write a blog about 2009.

When 2009 first came around I hated it! Everything was falling apart. A long term relationship I had came crumbling down, I started up bad habits that I seemed to not be able to break, and life just seemed unbearable. The first couple of months was probably the hardest months for me. I was just lost and really didn’t know what to do. I did a shit load of stupid things that I never thought I would have ever done. But now, a long time has come, almost a year… I’m proud to say life is great. 2009 has overall became one of the most memorable year in my life.

I’m so much stronger now, so much more independent and a hell lot smarter. I’m not saying I’m perfect, hell yeah I still make mistakes but I’ve learned so much this year that I’ve grown up.

My appreciation towards my parents and family has grown so much deeper than it ever has been. Regardless how aggravated I may get, I still love them. Through it all, family will always be family. They come first before anything. I love my mom, I appreciate everything she has ever done for me and being there to support me through whatever. Her support through the things I went through in the beginning of the year helped me out a lot, to be honest, me and her have gotten so much close because of it. My father too, he said the cutest thing that made me almost cry and laugh at the same time. He told me not to have a boyfriend because he didn’t want to see me hurt again, and I just thought that was adorable to hear from my father. My sisters and I have also gotten a whole lot closer. We rarely ever fight and we have “sister bonding day” almost every weekend. I’m so happy that I know I could always count on them whenever I need anything. There is nothing like family<3.

This year I’ve also realized who my real friends are and though we might fight and get into stupid arguments, I love them. And though we may not see each other everyday, I know they got my back. It’s been so long that we’ve been friends and I just hope they know how much I appreciate them for being there for me. I love my envii_uss girls, kihivee, weekend explorers, 406 roomies and everyone else who has been there through it all. I love you guys and I don’t care what anyone else says, I have the best friends in the world.=]

I am truly blessed for everything and everyone that I have in my life. So for christmas, I don’t need any material things because that will never compare to the greatest gift that I already have.. my family and friends<3.

Life is way too short to fill it with drama and bullshit and though my life was filled with a shit load of that this year, I look back and just laugh. I’ve gone through so much this year and I’m just happy that I made it out alive and came up on top as a stronger and more independent women.

<3 your’s truly.

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